So when you spend a lot of time writing something and then done save it. It's one of the most annoying things that happens to me. It's my fault - or is it? I think this app should have an auto save feature for people like me.
Oh well these things happen. It's trying to remember what I was writing about. I was in one of those emotional days where everything and every emotion was being experienced.
How to handle pre travel nerves. Are they really nerves or waves of excitement? Well it depends how you want to view them! (According to reversal theory anyway.... But I'm not going into that). I am just trying to ride the wave out and see where it leads me but am trying to not let it overwhelm me. It's a big event in my life - flying half way round the world mostly for a guy but also for amazing adventures and experiences. However my Nepalese man has stolen my heart and I'm intrigued to how it will go. Besides nothing ventured, nothing gained. I have nothing to loose it's just another one of my whirlwind adventures. It's not as if I haven't done this before.
Emotions are good they help me push further to get to where I want to be. Saying that is one thing and when the slightest feeling of excitement comes along and it freaks me out a little bit. It's hard staying grounded. It's really not long 24 days. It's a little crazy to be honest. I'm ready though, it feels as if it has been a long time coming. I remember that feeling I had when I came home. That overwhelming feeling of not wanting to be here, not wanting to leave what I had. A beautiful surreal life full of happiness and breathtaking scenery. I didn't want to leave. Now I guess i'm just excited to be going.
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